I Was Drowning 💦 Then I Smoked Pot

By Andrea Luzon

By Andrea Luzon

>>Warning: No BS today<<

 

I remember calling for help from the floor of my closet.

 

I felt shame dialing my friend’s number that day, but I knew that she would call me out of the darkness.

 

I knew she wouldn’t let me backslide.

 

Thank God, my intuition was right.

 

My breakdown happened on Valentine’s Day of 2019. I worked at a ‘Forbes Top 20’ company in Kansas City for 7 straight years (almost exactly to that day). The job and I were a mismatch and I knew it. Every 2 years, I would get an itch to take a leap out of there… but then I would stay because it was “safe” and it had “job security” and it had “benefits” and yet… I could feel parts of me dying inside. 🥀

 

I was “fine” (faking it) until one morning on a Friday, dreading going into work, I thought, “Why don’t I try smoking pot and then going into work? They don’t notice me anyway, why don’t I just numb myself?”🌿

 

Pot was not legal in Missouri at that time, and I did not have a “medical card” either. To top it off, I was not very experienced with the substance. A relative “gifted” me this little device months prior, and this was the day I was going to try it. Can you see where this is going?

 

The substance completely overtook me. I immediately saw my desperation to subside the hurt I felt mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. The ache inside brought me to my knees, crying for hours. My spirit felt deflated. My natural, expressive self felt stifled and stale. My skills and gifts were not utilized at that job. I also felt deep shame at being incapacitated and not able to go to my job that day. 🤒

When I couldn’t get off the floor, I called my friend. She said she knew I was drowning for years.💦

 

She listened and cared, but also offered a solution.

 

She challenged me to get underneath why I was “selling out” and stifling my authenticity for so long.

 

She recommended that I study Soul-Centered Living at the University of Santa Monica. So, for one year, I flew to California once per month to begin understanding and healing myself. The next year, I did it again.

 

It was not easy, but I stretched out of my comfort zone. I continue to learn every day, more about Spiritual Psychology, Transformational Leadership, Shadow Work, and Conscious Reparenting. I love this work, and now I share it with my coaching clients.

 

🙏 I have so much gratitude to Drs. Ron and Mary Hulnick for their commitment to helping those of us obsessed with the Goal Line, to come home to the Soul Line and live a truly authentic self-expressed life.

 

They expanded my life.

 

They reminded me…

 

“How you relate to the issue is the issue.”

 

My filter creates my reality.

 

My magnet attracts its energetic match.

 

“Learning to dance masterfully on the Goal Line and the Soul Line is mostly surrendering to the music of life.”

 

💜🍇🔮☁️

 

🙏I am grateful to my Angel and Best Friend who saw my light, helped me out of a breakdown, and called me forward to attend USM. Thank you Anahita Joon

 

@‌anahitajoontehrani

 

It is an honor to be on the earth and diving deep into life with you!

 

In Love,

 

Andrea Luzon, Legacy Liberator

 

🙏🌹IG @‌LegacyLiberationCoaching

 

Wake up, and spread your wings 🦋

 

Liberate Your Love Legacy 💚💜

 

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Meet Andrea Luzon

Andrea Luzon is a Legacy Liberator who helps Leaders and ADHD Moms bring harmony and success to their personal, family, and professional life by reconnecting with their Love Legacy.
 
Through her work, she helps her clients discover and embody their innate wisdom (aka Love Legacy), making a lasting impact through their presence, words, and deeds.
 
Andrea is the visionary behind the Love Legacy Parenting Method, Founder of Legacy Liberation Coaching, and President of Andrea Luzon International.