>>Warning: No BS today<<
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I remember calling for help from the floor of my closet.
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I felt shame dialing my friendās number that day, but I knew that she would call me out of the darkness.
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I knew she wouldnāt let me backslide.
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Thank God, my intuition was right.
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My breakdown happened on Valentineās Day of 2019. I worked at a āForbes Top 20ā company in Kansas City for 7 straight years (almost exactly to that day). The job and I were a mismatch and I knew it. Every 2 years, I would get an itch to take a leap out of thereā¦ but then I would stay because it was āsafeā and it had ājob securityā and it had ābenefitsā and yetā¦ I could feel parts of me dying inside. š„
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I was āfineā (faking it) until one morning on a Friday, dreading going into work, I thought, āWhy donāt I try smoking pot and then going into work? They donāt notice me anyway, why donāt I just numb myself?āšæ
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Pot was not legal in Missouri at that time, and I did not have a āmedical cardā either. To top it off, I was not very experienced with the substance. A relative āgiftedā me this little device months prior, and this was the day I was going to try it. Can you see where this is going?
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The substance completely overtook me. I immediately saw my desperation to subside the hurt I felt mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. The ache inside brought me to my knees, crying for hours. My spirit felt deflated. My natural, expressive self felt stifled and stale. My skills and gifts were not utilized at that job. I also felt deep shame at being incapacitated and not able to go to my job that day. š¤
When I couldnāt get off the floor, I called my friend. She said she knew I was drowning for years.š¦
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She listened and cared, but also offered a solution.
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She challenged me to get underneath why I was āselling outā and stifling my authenticity for so long.
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She recommended that I study Soul-Centered Living at the University of Santa Monica. So, for one year, I flew to California once per month to begin understanding and healing myself. The next year, I did it again.
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It was not easy, but I stretched out of my comfort zone. I continue to learn every day, more about Spiritual Psychology, Transformational Leadership, Shadow Work, and Conscious Reparenting. I love this work, and now I share it with my coaching clients.
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š I have so much gratitude to Drs. Ron and Mary Hulnick for their commitment to helping those of us obsessed with the Goal Line, to come home to the Soul Line and live a truly authentic self-expressed life.
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They expanded my life.
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They reminded meā¦
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āHow you relate to the issue is the issue.ā
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My filter creates my reality.
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My magnet attracts its energetic match.
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āLearning to dance masterfully on the Goal Line and the Soul Line is mostly surrendering to the music of life.ā
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šI am grateful to my Angel and Best Friend who saw my light, helped me out of a breakdown, and called me forward to attend USM. Thank you Anahita Joon
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@āanahitajoontehrani
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It is an honor to be on the earth and diving deep into life with you!
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In Love,
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Andrea Luzon, Legacy Liberator
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šš¹IG @āLegacyLiberationCoaching
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Wake up, and spread your wings š¦
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Liberate Your Love Legacy šš
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